Thoughts in Mind (feat. Chris Orrick & Magestik Legend)

Everybody's willing to surrender Uh, uh This day in age, these trying times The words in my heart Allow my contradictions, let me be conflicted Let me do some improv' while everything feels scripted Let me pull my weapon, shoot from where the hip is Tell the truth, let it loose, do away with fiction I'm feeling these days, no one's given leeway People on the high road, swerving off the freeway I'm trying to find the silver lining where it still hurts I go by Chris now, Remember I was Pill first, swallowing that pill hurts Looking at the real world, who we are as people, feeling unfamiliar I'm trying to find that moment to rewind back Tell me where the time went Show me where my mind's at This world got me spinnin' in my chair News cast got me sick, fist swinging at the air Information overload, aimed from the overlords I keep my head on a swivel, never overboard In this day and age, these trying times These are the- these are the thoughts in my mind We knew from the start that things fall apart These are the- these are the words in my heart In this day and age, these trying times These are the- these are the thoughts in my mind We knew from the start that things fall apart These are the- these are the words in my heart Came back from tour, got diagnosed with pre-diabetes That's too much partying, had to slow down the drinking Meditation saved my life, I started reading A book every two weeks, had to change my eating Had to change my routine, had to stop the edies Everyday I'm getting up but not getting ready For the world, for myself, for my thoughts When I was overseas I felt like something was off I felt like I was performing at my shows Reliving all of the torment that I know Giving the crowd all the energy I had But when I left the stage I was feeling worse than bad We rehearsed these raps, the stories that we know Destroy us as we grow They collect music soul What we think and eat is what will make us My doctor surprised that I'm alive I'm just grateful when I wake up In this day and age, these trying times These are the- these are the thoughts in my mind We knew from the start that things fall apart These are the- these are the words in my heart In this day and age, these trying times These are the- these are the thoughts in my mind We knew from the start that things fall apart These are the- these are the words in my heart This day in age, these trying times The words in my heart