Ghost

(They wanna tear you down, but they don't want you to be down) (Gettin' caught up, makes you feel dizzy) (I'll be honest with you) Fuck it! Another day (Another day), another night (Another night) Another fucking battle in my mind A lotta love (Lotta love), a lotta hate (Lotta hate) A lot who wanna see me unwind I'm feelin' low (Feelin' low), all alone (All alone) "Now get your shit together" is what I'm told Been feelin' low (Feelin' low), super low (Super low) And they won't even care til I'm ghost (Yeah) Used to dream of the top, had nightmares at the bottom Til I realized at the bottom is the top when forgotten Pray I don't fall, like autumn When you feel more like a product than a person, there's a problem Been feelin' so low, I don't want no one to know I just need somethin' to cope Leave me alone, told 'em all, "Leave me alone" Then wonder, "Where do they go?" Been here before, push away people I love Just so they never get close End of my rope, I don't think anyone care Maybe they will when I go Maybe they'll talk about me on the internet ('Net) They never care, only care when they benefit (Yeah) Introvert honestly out of my element (Yeah) Still I'm afraid of becoming irrelevant (Oh, yeah) Pay attention to the ones who don't clap when you win If they lie to you once, then they'll do it again Knew the hurt will come back, I just didn't know when And the night of the crash, I thought it was the end All it takes is a moment to alter a life And I thought about that for the rest of the night Am I makin' a difference with things that I write? Just a human, you don't know the demons I fight, so Another day (Another day), another night (Another night) Another fucking battle in my mind A lotta love (Lotta love), a lotta hate (Lotta hate) A lot who wanna see me unwind I'm feelin' low (Feelin' low), all alone (All alone) "Now get your shit together" is what I'm told Been feelin' low (Feelin' low), super low (Super low) And they won't even care til I'm ghost (Yeah) You say I'm the worst They say I'm the best But call me tonight when you get off of work Got things on my chest I've been feeling bad for the feelings I have I know that I'm blessed Been learning that money just isn't the cure For feeling depressed, I know I digress I've been a mess, honestly, I've been a mess Hate what I think in my head Act like a friend, then when I need you the most That's when you leave me on read Have to pretend, always just have to pretend Like I don't care what it said Stuck in my head, plenty of things I could do I just go lay in my bed, damn Don't really know why I'm feelin' so low (Low) Where do you go when there's nowhere to go? (Go) They talk and they talk and I know they don't know (Know) What it's like when your heart becomes empty and cold How do I know what's real when my mind questions all I know? How do I save myself from myself when I'm feelin' low? How do I flip the page if I'm stuck reading what I've wrote? Why do I always drown in my thoughts? Need to learn to float! Another day (Another day), another night (Another night) Another fucking battle in my mind A lotta love (Lotta love), a lotta hate (Lotta hate) A lot who wanna see me unwind I'm feelin' low (Feelin' low), all alone (All alone) "Now get your shit together" is what I'm told Been feelin' low (Feelin' low), super low (Super low) And they won't even care til I'm ghost