I fill up my lungs with my own tears just like the ocean

Stare up at the moon and watch you breathe like it’s slow motion

Facing your back

I feel miles away on the same mattress

Some

How you stay calm and I manage to tilt my own axis

Steady myself with the stars

The distance feels bizarre

I’m so close but so far

Front touching you like I want to

Getting there but it’s hard to

Ground myself when you’re so high

Freaking out on the back porch

Burning up just like a blow torch

You don’t wanna put my out, so you try to turn me on

Sayin I love you like a bandaid

To cover up what I’m sayin

Listen up I’m screaming out

Just let me sink or pull me out

I pour your champagne

Into your glass and pour mine down the sink

I’m too drunk and choking on every other thought that I think

I steady myself on your elbow

Wondering “what if I let go?”

Can we go home you say hell no

With all our friends and I’m laughing

Wonder if I’m really happy

I’m halfway out the door but I can’t breathe

Freaking out on the back porch

Burning up just like a blow torch

You don’t wanna put my out, so you try to turn me on

Sayin I love you like a bandaid

To cover up what I’m sayin

Listen up I’m screaming out

Just let me sink or pull me out

There’s only so many ways that you can say I’m sorry

I’m running out of patience and I feel like I’m in your way

You do your thing so far away I’m tired I can’t keep falling every time you say it’s ok

Freaking out on the back porch

Burning up just like a blow torch

You don’t wanna put my out, so you try to turn me on

Sayin I love you like a bandaid

To cover up what I’m sayin

Listen up I’m screaming out

Just let me sink or pull me out