Survive

Hallelujah I survived every petty thief and shooter I've had this vision since a little kid Travel the world and love what helps me live Lord forgive me I've made mistakes along the way I know it But just don't hold that shit against me My promise to you isn't empty Fuck all the women and fabrics Sulking in my habits Popping champagne til there's bubbles in my stomach Smoke from all that loud had me feeling like I'm king of the world Ain't no limits, cause one day they'll say I'm something How you feel, how you feel now Hating on me cause I can pay my bills now You mad because I grin from ear to ear Is it better to be loved or be feared I don't know? I just need the balance I use to dream of flashing lights Now in my dreams I sleep at night It might be wrong but feels so right I gotta survive I gotta survive No excuses I have no reason to be left behind I praise the lord and count my blessings Fumbled a lot but learned my lesson Lights and cameras These other niggas crave the glitz and glamour But I want more than just the basics My hardest trial is my patience I've been afraid it's all for nothing Just a lot of bluffing Something that's distracting me from something so much better But what's the point in living if you can't feel alive mother fucker? I'm just too dedicated to forget the way it feels How's it feel now? I'm drowning all my limits and my fears out Told myself this is the year I find my own But still there's just no other place like home I'm born to die in Suburbia I use to dream of flashing lights Now in my dreams I sleep at night It might be wrong but feels so right I gotta survive I gotta survive