F.A.Q.

Lately I can't sleep, I've been under stress My minds under pressure, my body needs rest And I try to relax, slowly I'm counting my breaths But no matter what, no how I can't get from under this depth I've got something to confess, lately I'm fucking depressed Waking up after noon like why bother getting dressed Like the reflection of my room, both of us are a mess Yet I go out and I'm looking my best I put on a smile but don't you put my patience to the test This is my house, you are a guest And right now I'm not taking any request I am the quiet type but lately I've got too much weight to get off my chest Like who would have guessed I'd be at the edge of my desk My ego is getting obsessed, full of regrets But you get what you get and you don't get upset And I'm getting it in, fuck what they said All of these voices they all in my head All they keep doing is bringing me down And they keep coming around like the demons outside of my bed Seriously, every night they've been harassing me Yo it's Blasphemy, but forreal You should hear the questions they've been asking me Like what the fuck are you doing And who the hell are you kidding, man Why do you keep pursuing this pipe dream When you don't have a back up plan You keep thinking you can make it Reality says that you don't have a chance And you had your fifteen minutes on Youtube when you used to dance So Duda forreal, fuck how you feel Who in the right mind's gone give you a deal Who in the right mind will listen to you When your music is so low with no mass appeal Come keep it real, how are you ever gone stack up a mill When you haven't begun to do shit with your life And at the rate that you're going Man you never will and that's real Maybe too real and it's no surprise I can't sleep at night When I'm terrified of my own demise So much that I'm afraid to live my life I'm living my life, but how would I know if I'm living it right? I'm so insecure and my biggest fear is being named a failure overnight So I claw and I fight Yeah I give it my all every night I sacrifice everything that I have My pen and my pad, the words that I write With so many paths in my sight Do I turn left or should I break right Or do I just go with the flow Dip through the lows and hurdle the heights No end in my sights One hell of a price, my eyes on the prize That's my silver lining I walk towards the light My demons and shadows all follow behind me And once I get where I'm going, I don't expect no one to find me I don't believe in achieving perfection Just leaving directions of my perfect timing I'm tired of being reminded of all my flaws I've made some mistakes and broken some laws One thing I can say is I learned from it all Saw myself fall, picked myself up So I don't give a fuck what anybody says to me This is my life No one else is gonna paint the pictures of my destiny So I trade tonight's rest and peace In hopes one day I get to rest in peace You see the recipe for success to me Consist of more than my legacy And lately my ego's been testing me This lack of sleep has been stressing me But there's no way I'm about to let self-doubt get the best of me I follow my heart, do what I love and I always stay driven But after some time it feels like my mind has become a prison And I intertwine between being a hero and being a villain And this is my story, this is my story And I'm ready and willing to accept the call So fuck all the questions you ask me Don't bother me, don't harass me And don't talk to me about the past This is more than my passion My call to action, life everlasting And when i get discouraged with myself I just stick to the facts man Yeah stick to the facts man Yeah, stick to the facts man I feel like I'm on a runaway train On a one way track and I'm not turning back This is my life and before I lose it All I wanna do with the time that I have Is use it keep bringing you all this music