I ain’t out here tryna die with no dreams left

I ain’t out here tryna die when I sleep less

I’m restless, I’m reckless

I still ain’t get to put damn that pendent on my necklace ****

It’s on my checklist ****

Val passed and we all took a loss, more than a boss

My **** that’s a mom to me, how far do we

Drift when we chase our dreams

This lack of sleep, might knock a **** off his feet wait

I got money to make, way more than that quarter that I got stashed in a safe

Way more than you and your shawty just dropped on a place

Way more than H is showing, it’s right in your face ****

I got a daughter to feed, brothers to see, women to please

My pops ain’t free, my **** ain’t free

Need to lax with Pinot gree on a beach

In places you never seen with language you couldn’t speak oh no

It’s just too much to lose and too much to gain

Too much at stake and all of this pain ain’t shit to me

Bet I’ll do it all over again again and again

knocking down the walls with just a few of my friends

For the love of the brotherhood, don’t worry I’m always I’m good

Got **** in every hood, got bitches that understood

I ain’t doing this for the fame ain’t doing it for the change

Just hope y’all know my name got a few that feel the same though

Why’s there no faith in me, this shit ain’t make believe

Why don’t you chase your dreams, you can’t just wait and see

Ain’t no time for sleeping on this side no

Call up all my **** they gon slide whoa

Dreams looking like mirrors on my life but I’m not quitting

Until I’m soaring through the sky no I can’t die

This ain’t the time to die, this ain’t the time for lie

Fire seeps through my eyes, I can smell your demise

I told y’all a thousand times, life is just too sublime

You can see the shit through the lines my ****

Tf you think, I’m laughing to the bank like

Just downed another drank while clearing out the out the safe like

I need a bag today I’m bound to get it today like

Now pay me cash today like I take my drinks I need it straight

All these visions I see keep on tryna call me

All these mistakes I make keep on tryna haunt me

I can’t see myself living the way y’all are

But I can’t see myself doing this without y’all I promise