Gone Astray

Puff... puff There goes my sanity I sit here awaiting Staring into vanity I search... search For the man I used to be I'm trying too hard To find the real me Love who I am and I have all my pride Why is it I am still trying to hide Where have they gone, they were always so near For so long now I've seen nothing but fear Everything I feel Everything I hold inside All the things I thought I loved Everything I couldn't find Blame it on the booze, no one's the same All the friends I lose in this crazy game I just want to hold it tight But my conscience has a fight Sick of being who I am Sick of losing all of them All my dreams had gone away All my fears were there to stay I left my friends back there that day I will not let it end this way True... true Could all those lies be true Can all this be real Could it be true that you're so far... away I was wasting away I was losing it all I had gone astray Love who I am and I have all my pride Why is it I am still trying to hide Where have they gone, they were always so near For so long now I've seen nothing but fear I just want to hold it tight But my conscience has a fight Sick of being who I am Sick of losing all of them Everything I feel Everything I hold inside All the things I thought I loved Everything I couldn't find Blame it on the booze, no one's the same All the friends I lose in this crazy game Love who I am and I have all my pride but Why is it I am still trying to hide Where have they gone, they used to be near For so long now I've seen nothing but fear All my dreams had gone away All my fears were there to stay I left my friends back there that day I will not let it end this way (I will not let it end this way) I will not let it end this way (I will not let it end this way) I will not let it end this way (I will not let it end this way) There goes my sanity There goes my sanity (There goes my sanity) There goes my sanity, Woah-Oh, Oh-oh-oh