Thunder

Little bloody stains in my eyes Vessel breaking all of the time Devil's on the clock nine to five Falling through the stairs while I climb And I could tell that something wasn't right All that empty space on the horizon If you can't see the throne why even try? Never did no drugs, maybe I should try some In the name of what do I fight? In the name of what do I fight? I don't need to change Don't think about it See some shit so now I drink about it (Fuck) Can't sleep 4 AM, I see a figure Think my life is over but he can't deliver (shit) Sat through all my fuckin' whispers Telling me my life been caught up in a twister I been flying in a circle I was missing curfew when I had a curfew If you think I curved you then I probably curved you I ain't really sorry baby girl I hurt you I ain't gonna rest 'til I fuckin' drop dead I been runnin' outta options Call me Vinny Checkers, never chill I pop another pill to get up out my thoughts (damn) Life been really toxic, overrated I don't feel appreciated anymore By people I thought it mattered, I don't get it I hated the shit I was singin' before In a loop, an inner circle to follow up how to go out and go open these doors Gotta get it, gotta go and relax I never thought that I'd make it this far (ayy) All the shit that's all up on my mind it got me droppin' off the map I put my phone on autopilot for the night so they can't ask me where I'm at Ridin' through my city in the night, solo dolo with the cash And I just needed space, I'm on the side Gimme time and I'll be back Phone's low, I let it burn like Usher I'm a stones throw away from disappointments I don't wanna talk, 'cause I don't wanna tell 'em I don't wanna fix it, I just want it better I've been broke forever, needing changes Mental health and wealth in different places I know life is phases, I know people leave you Fuck if theirs is greener, nigga mine is green too Phone jumpin', I won't operate it I won't let 'em play me unless it's on a playlist Leave it off for all the rainy days 'Cause I don't wanna feel and I don't wanna shade 'em Known numbers tryna check my wavelength 'Cause they noticed Hank ain't been up on the same shit I need time and separation from it Bein' honest all I really want is space, shit Little bloody stains in my eyes Vessel breaking all of the time Devil's on the clock nine to five Falling through the stairs while I climb And I could tell that something wasn't right All that empty space on the horizon If you can't see the throne why even try? Never did no drugs, maybe I should try some In the name of what do I fight? In the name of what do I fight? Hard not to have an ego when I'm in a room full of mirrors I'm a whole different person But I feel like nothing's workin' I got friends and family that rely on me And my shorty told me she would die for me I got niggas that say they would ride for me 'Til I'm down on my luck and they hide from me I got trust issues Feel I'm on top of the world, but somehow I'll lose it all Due to liquor, strippers, snorting Adderall As soon as I finish this album off, it'll all evolve Sick of chasin' highs and lows in all these different places Devils workin' I can feel it, I know he's obsessed with me Please don't catch up to me runnin' from Fear in my mind Never see it clear through my eyes Faded on this long midnight drive Stuck inside a life that ain't mine You can see that something isn't right All that empty space under both eyelids I don't answer calls, I don't even try Lookin' for the plug, maybe I can find some In the name of what do I fight? In the name of what do I fight?