Control

At first Once things had settled in It felt good Cause I didn't feel anything And just like A puppet on strings I'd lost touch Lost feeling I'm so tired, of fighting myself Of putting up walls, just to let them fall down And I wanna be, happy again And I'm gonna be, happy again I know I know And they did what They were meant to But it's left me Feeling Empty And I miss emotions even when they hurt, cause you Never feel better Without feeling Worse first I'm so tired, of fighting myself Of putting up walls, just to let them fall down And I wanna be, happy again And I'm gonna be, happy again I know, when I Gotta get it out of my system But while I do, things might feel a little, different I'm so tired of not feeling like myself I'd almost forgotten, how some feelings felt And I wanna be, happy again And I'm gonna be, happy again I know When I I take back control