Gonna Try To Be a Girl

I'm gonna try to be a girl so then I'll meet a boy

Grow up and find a man to fill this ugly fucking void

I never thought you were good enough for me

(I just wanted some arms around me)

You keep it straight laced inside of me

I'll let you fuck with my head for eternity

I'll keep my head down

Wear the wedding gown

Signed, suffocated, delivered

I think you should hear her talk inside of my head

It's all her fault inside of my head

It's all her fault inside of my head

Maybe I'll try and meet a girl then I can be a boy

Up and find a man

(ugly fucking void)

I didn't love you, you didn't love me

We had a heart felt need for security so why don't you wake up?