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Top Songs By Youth Deprivation
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COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Stephen Paterson
Songwriter
Eva van Dijk
Songwriter
Reynaert Vosveld
Songwriter
Tim van der Steen
Songwriter
Lyrics
Overcome with strange euphoria
Guilt. Regret. Emotionally numbed
Yet I am not the victim of my own agony
I deserve what I get
When the actions I make
Don't reflect the words that I speak
Nor the feelings I feel
I don't deserve this life
Deprived of thought
Deprived of feeling
Getting emotionally numbed
I hate myself
For who I am
Yet I can't break this cycle
I lie to myself to make think that I'm right
To hide from my self hatred
But then when I hear myself talk
I wish I'd choke on my words and I'll never wake up
I deserve what I get
Writer(s): Reynaert Vosveld
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