You would think that I

Would be used to it by now

But I haven’t slept for months

And keep on running short on words to describe The feeling that I can’t say ’hi’ to you

Now I’m collecting hats and quotes

Cause they remind me of you

We used to talk

About such snobby things

Then I pretended like

I didn’t have to look up

The meaning of your words on google translate I guess I’m still waiting

For you to answer

Some time... maybe

In my dreams

I know you would stay I push tomorrow away

You would think that I

Would be used to the silence from your side

Although back in the day it seems like

You could never shut up

About all little things

You called me kid

Now I can’t deny that I am catching up on you

And you used to ask

About what happens in space well dear

Do you know?

Are you somewhere talking to the man who fell to earth?

In my dreams

I know you would stay

I push tomorrow as far

Away as I can

When I’m not awake

I go to the only place where you exist again.