Proof

This is not what I imagined Always thought that I would fly before I'd fall But I have come down crashing And you're the last one who saw me go You wouldn't miss out on the action 'Cause you love to see me spiral out of control It gives you satisfaction To watch this all going down in smoke I know you'd say you love me, I know you'd swear it truth I'd hear you try convince me, but I never saw the proof I know you'd say you love me I never saw the proof I never saw the proof Oh why oh why did I ever let you into my circle Oh why oh why did I let you get the best of me You were not how I remembered You were not what you had painted yourself to be That part of you's defective And you're taking it out on me Do you ever feel you're guilty Coz I'm sorry seems way too hard to do I'd like to introduce the real me Coz he's never met the real you I know you'd say you love me, I know you'd swear it truth I'd hear you try convince me, but I never saw the proof I know you'd say you love me I never saw the proof I never saw the proof I'd hear you make a promise, then watch you break it too I'd hear a thousand love you's, but I never saw the proof I know you'd say you love me I never saw the proof I never saw the proof Oh why oh why did I ever let you into my circle Oh why oh why did I let you get the best of me Coz I oh I was always living in someone else's shadows It's sad though that we'll never know what could have been I know you'd say you love me, I know you'd swear it truth I'd hear you try convince me, but I never saw the proof I know you'd say you love me I never saw the proof I never saw the proof I'd hear you make a promise, then watch you break it too I'd hear a thousand love you's, but I never saw the proof I know you'd say you love me I never saw the proof I never saw the proof Oh why oh why did I ever let you into my circle Oh why oh why did I let you get the best of me Coz I oh I was always living in someone else's shadows It's sad though that we'll never know what could have been