Holding On

I've been on my own now Somehow I'm still holding up Don't know how to fold nah I can never get enough Yea I'm still holding on Holding on To what we used to have Used to have Yea I'm still holding on Holding on To what we used to have Used to have Mistakes I made You made We made We stayed Unfazed We braved The storm Came out unscathed I thought I thought the world was ours Until that dark cloud covered me Uncovered my scars and I'm like yeah This that me I always knew Back to living without you Party bullshit with the crew Back to running through these women Steady sipping blurry vision I've lost all my inhibitions Trying to find a way back to you I've been on my own now Somehow I'm still holding up Don't know how to fold nah I can never get enough Yea I'm still holding on Holding on To what we used to have Used to have Yea I'm still holding on Holding on To what we used to have Used to have I swear you took me for a wild ride Only god knows how hard I tried I've been tied up in this downward spiral trying to forget your smile I find my self clicking your profile and damn (damn) I'm at it once again I wish I could let you go No but I can't play pretend I've been running round in circles I'm still trying to make a mends Girl its heaven when I'm with you Thats why I can't let this end I've been on my own now Somehow I'm still holding up Don't know how to fold nah I can never get enough Yea I'm still holding on Holding on To what we used to have Used to have Yea I'm still holding on Holding on To what we used to have Used to have Drowned my pain in the alcohol yeah yeah Late night you know I'ma call yeah yeah I'm a mess yeah Another drunk text yeah Still I get no reply You just leave me on read yeah (yeah yeah) Yet still I reminisce All the good times that we had All the good times that we'll miss I'm no longer in your plans Like I don't even exist I'm still living in the past I guess I must come to grips I've been on my own now Somehow I'm still holding up Don't know how to fold nah I can never get enough Yea I'm still holding on Holding on To what we used to have Used to have Yea I'm still holding on Holding on To what we used to have Used to have Still have hope now That we might cross paths I can't let it go nah I thought that we'd make it last Guess I'm still holding on holding on To what we used to have Used to have Yeah I'm still holding on holding on To what we used to have Used to have