Come Alive

I want something new Can't explain exactly what it is How to get through How to whisper screams from the inside All the ways I wish I'd come alive All the ways I wish Dreams were mostly true Opposite of what it is that dims me darker blue Holding breath one barely can survive In a gasp I know I'll come alive And the fear inside Can't confine, control, and conquer me again Even to the bitter bitter end I want something new A fundamental element that's true In a sea of soul I'll come alive What was dead inside Can't confine, control, and conquer me again Can't inflate the fear forcing me to descend This time I'm gonna ward off the ghosts of life This time I'm setting the heart to right This time This time I want something new A fundamental element that bubbles to a brew That washes all the remnants of the sickness that I knew That maps a path that guides me to a sky of higher blue I've broken the cocoon from the inside All the ways in which I've come alive All the ways in which I've come alive