I don't want to be happy again
My disease and me are perfectly content with this
My pain is my own
I'm not afraid of living or dying alone
It's okay I know
It's the fear all the tears you'll go
I can't wait
You want to take drugs
Of course you do
You want that fake love yeah
I want it too
I'm still the same thug
I want to capture you in hate
I want to feel numb
I want to sing to you
Just like I'm undone
I'm feeling you
I never think I'm going to feel okay
Just tell me I'm worse than I've been
Inside of the room I used to fade away and then
I'm lost in my head
A dream of death and losing what I've made
It's okay I know
It's the fear all the tears you'll go
I can't wait
You want to take drugs
You want that fake love
I'm still the same thug you hate
I want to feel numb
Just like I'm undone
I never think I'm going to feel okay
You want to take drugs
Of course you do
You want that fake love yeah
I want it too
I'm still the same thug
I want to capture you in hate
I want to feel numb
I want to sing to you
Just like I'm undone
I'm feeling you
I never think I'm going to feel okay
