Heal me, break this pattern, this never-ending stream of hopelessness

Just as soon as I start to stand I am pulled back down

To a crawl, I almost feel nothing at all

All the time, I just feel so small

I can't accomplish anything when it all seems so pointless and the end makes the means not worth it at all

Conscious saturation, selfish allegation, moving inside and breaking through the veins in the mold

As I walk without aim down the streets, of anywhere I see in shallow puddles

An atrophied soul and a vacant stare, maybe some day it'll find you

No one gets away from this so easily

Do you have any heart? Do you have a conscience?

They were so powerless, and fragile

They didn't have to go, but your cowardice and senseless lusts

Took hold, and brought you to hurt

So few of us left to see them as they're put into the earth

You took them all and I'm left to push on

Does everyone truly die alone?

I hope you die alone (I hope you die alone)

I hope you die alone (I hope you die alone)

I hope you die alone (I hope you die alone)

I hope you die alone (I hope you die alone)

The next time you see my face, it won't be recognizable

The next time you hear my voice, you won't even know it's there

And when you reach out to touch my face I hope the cold bites at your skin

And as you cringe and stuff it down, you'll know just what went wrong

Kill me, break this pattern, this never-ending stream of heartlessness

Just as soon as I start to stand, I am pulled back down to a crawl

I really feel nothing at all

All the time I just feel so small