Lonely Child

Pipe that shit up, TNT I just wanna be loved D-Mac on the fuckin' track Don't nobody understand me though Tahj Money The way I came in the game The image that I had put out They wouldn't expect me to have feelings Know it probably don't seem like it That's why they talk about me like I ain't human But we all is But I'm still being me I'm still in the streets and I'm still thuggin' Until them niggas put me under, yeah That's how we livin' and that's how we going out You hear me? Open your mouth I say, mama, I'm so sorry I got ice burn where my heart at On the road where I had it hard at How I'm chosen? I'm so heartless, so, so heartless I ain't know my age, he was 16, they killed Lil Dave Mind in a rage, I'm way too young to feel this pain I ain't know how to fade, but I dove in 'cause I'm a man I love that girl to death, as we get old, our feelings change I pay for therapy because my thoughts ahead of me They keep on draggin' me, I play for keeps, they scared of me I cannot barely, can barely sleep or even breathe I cannot hold on without you on side of me I never knew this fame would take the ones I love from 'way from me I wanna see Kacey bad, but I can't seem to call Nene Go in with no pen and pad, I got this shit right on my sleeve Right now my candle burning wax, I'm feelin' like it's burnin' me I'm just a lonely child Who wants someone to help him out, oh, oh, ah, ah Take this pain away, this pain away Because my head been runnin' wild, wild I fell in love with Kaylyn Without even knowin' this bitch done snaked me I'm missin' Yaya daily, the one who don't make me feel basic Happiness I'm chasin', while killers behind me tryna blank me You don't know what I'm feelin' Or what I'm thinkin' and you can't change me I miss my fuckin' daddy, I've been callin' Montana my father Times been gettin' harder I came from nothing, now bitch, I'm royal I call Monique my mama, but Lord knows I need Sheronda I don't need no commas, I'm feeling like I'm going under My paw-paw getting old, and once he gone, I'm on my own Right now I'm all alone, I pray that grandmom keep me strong Can't even leave my home, my bracelet beeping plus I'm down I just wan' be gone, my son straight, my money long Tell me what you feelin', I hope that I can help you out My youngins in that North, I pray that y'all gon' make it out These bitches comin' 'round, and they don't even like my songs I'll burn up the town, before them niggas bust my dome I wish that I could hear Dump say "What up, lil' brother," one more time We killing shit and plus we dying I'm gon' go off behind my brother Fuck this charge, I slang that iron Before he go and I don't ride I'm just a lonely child Who wants someone to help him out, oh, oh, ah, ah Take this pain away, this pain away Because my head been runnin' wild, wild I'm just a lonely child Who need someone to help him out, oh, oh, ah, ah Take this pain away, my pain away Because my thoughts been runnin' wild Oh, oh Lord I need some help because my life been real hard The way I approached the game, it seem that I'm hard But I got feelings too just like a lil' boy, oh Lord I'm a grandmom baby