Stare into a shattered mirror

I will find you

I will merge in you

These romanticized aesthetics

Many we are

In this one collective guilt

In this one gloaming mire

It’s not an easy wolf to tame

It’s not an easy task to find

To find life in all the weights

To find laughter in despair

Catching up with all I never understood

Stand in front of my personified falsehood

Face your demons as they come true

This gleaming terror of taboo

Shattered mirrors my friend

It will get you in the end

Mother, Mater, Martyr has you

Murder, Mender, Merger in you

This isn’t me yet

Never found life on the outside

So I look for life on the inside

Until you’re turned inside out

Until I finally found you

Digging through the past of the ones forgotten

All those lost souls

All left unadored

Scattered in the breeze of history

That’s where I, I found you, middle of them all

You stood there so tall

And I’ll follow you down

Forevermore down

Because she is the mastress, mistress of my rotting, breathing, unifying centre of my soil

Why, Why won’t you hold me in your arms tonight madonna I am so alone

And as we sprawl and squirm in love with strength, burn it ,breathe it ,immolate it and we will be one again

Ablaze

(No one listens, They are all so easily swayed)

And we Fall

Fall in the name of

Fall

For What we never understand

Deeper into the mire, and blur out