rock bottom

Another night I stayed in again My summer days turned to winter I pushed myself over the edge And now I just wanna get better How come I woke up On the wrong side of the bed again? I keep on building A wall between all my friends Stuck in my head I'm stuck in the in-between Blaming the world when I should blame me I'm getting too comfortable Sitting at rock bottom I'm trying to gain control Waiting for my problems To fix themselves I wish that I'd wake up Be like everyone else And I would be enough But I'm getting too comfortable Sitting at rock bottom Just checking on ya Hope you're better, bye-bye Another night I went out again Chasing my fears with the bottle I swore that I would get a grip But it's getting harder and harder How come I woke up On the wrong side of the bed again? I keep ignoring How broken I really am Stuck in my head I'm stuck in the in-between Blaming the world when I should blame me I'm getting too comfortable Sitting at rock bottom I'm trying to gain control Waiting for my problems To fix themselves I wish that I'd wake up Be like everyone else And I would be enough But I'm getting too comfortable Sitting at rock bottom I'm good, I'm just getting by I'm good, I'm just getting by I'm good, I'm just getting by