Dead Eyes

I see, dead eyes on the verge of suicide I realize it's not alright I'll find my way to idolize it In my eyes, I'll reach the sky (yeah, ayy) Runnin' outta breath, I been runnin' outta energy Tellin' all your friends you don't wanna be a friend to me You makin' up lies, why am I gettin' all the penalties? I wanna talk about us without talking to an enemy I've been broken down like my food in my stomach Hatin' these feelings, but act like I love it I don't wanna cheat, nah, I want fair play I don't wanna crash land like an airplane I want you back but when you act like that Like a one-sided talk, you don't call me back Yeah, times were hard and when you left, they got harder My bed got colder and my room got darker I'm still in love, I know, so are you Why'd I pray for the rain when our skies were blue I'm still in love, I know, so are you Let's talk tonight and we can talk it through I see, dead eyes on the verge of suicide I realize it's not alright I'll find my way to idolize it In my eyes, I'll reach the sky Tell me if I'm lost, and all the days it took I gave it all I had, without a second look And I need breathing room, if I don't see you soon I think I'll die inside, I'll blame it all on you I think I'm gone for good, it happened faster than it should And now it's upside down, I must've misunderstood But I still wish you were here, and maybe one day you will And while I wait for you, I'll pop another pill Black long sleeve, I can see you're freezing You know I'll stop your bleeding Let's not make this hard, let's just hit restart Messed up badly, how'd this all happen This world's a mess so please don't leave us stranded I'm swimming in the ocean of fear Back where I started, no closer each year I think, maybe you'll start to disappear As I cope with these emotions, I don't wanna get closer I see, dead eyes on the verge of suicide I realize it's not alright I'll find my way to idolize it In my eyes, I'll reach the sky Dead eyes on the verge of suicide I realize it's not alright I'll find my way to idolize it In my eyes, I'll reach the sky