Letting Go (To: Self)

Coming to terms with my failure To myself, I'm a fucking traitor Because I know what I want, know what I need Not making use of the blessings at my feet I was living large, now I feel so empty Running from the past, I hope you don't resent me For the things that I wanna do To make you pay for the sins you got into Lost my hope in the depths your mind Gripping to anything resembling the time You were so happy, 2013 Worry-free kid, living in the green Before the heartbreak that clouded that your path What you wouldn't do to take it all back Lean on me, boy I'll get you through it