Survivor's Guilt

In this tidal wave I cannot breathe The sinking sun and rising sea Is all that will be left when the morning comes The perfect storm to seal our fate With every gasping breath I take I swore I wouldn't let you go this way I chased and fought with no prevail You took the wind out of my sails Then came the thunder as we're swept under The waves that separate It's hard to let the past be history It's hard to close the chapter on All these memories If there's a remedy I can't find it If there's serenity I don't buy it It's hard to let the past be history I'm at the end of my rope On the edge of my seat Frozen in my tracks Burning to believe That my world's not just a shell of what it used to be So, I'll carry on I won't fade away I blame myself for what I couldn't change This isn't the life that you would have wanted for me I found myself in the darkest depths I learned to fight when I had nothing left I came back stronger I'll never forget those days I wished would just end It's hard to let the past be history It's hard to close the chapter on All these memories If there's a remedy I can't find it If there's serenity I don't buy it It's hard to let the past be history It's hard to let the past be history It's hard to close the chapter on All these memories It's hard to let the past be history It's hard to close the chapter on All these memories If there's a remedy I can't find it If there's serenity I don't buy it It's hard to let the past be history