Trust and Believe

I can't see my way out of this mess Time keeps tearing seconds away from the pulse inside of my chest Divide my heart and mind, my soul is the scar I can feel the threat of the moment that this will tear me apart So until I feel relief I will trust and believe This isn't gonna be the death of me I've been biding time in my selfish mind But I'll eat this pride 'cause the choice is mine I will trust and believe Surrender everything I misconceived My grip is tight as death to the things I thought would set me free So I'll trust and believe The choice is mine The choice is mine Dry are the eyes of a settled soul I keep wandering into a void of grey and it swallows me whole Deny the pain of splitting my ghost from my flesh I convince my soul to just follow the light and hope to God it's for the best Until my bleeding eyes can see I will trust and believe This isn't gonna be the death of me I've been biding time in my selfish mind But I'll eat this pride 'cause the choice is mine I will trust and believe Surrender everything I misconceived My grip is tight as death to the things I thought would set me free So I'll trust and believe The choice is mine The choice is mine The choice is mine When it seems like I could fall And I feel I might go insane And I know I could lose it all I won't give in, give up, no I will... I will trust and believe This isn't gonna be the death of me I've been biding time in my selfish mind But I'll eat this pride 'cause the choice is mine I will trust and believe Surrender everything I misconceived My grip is tight as death to the things I thought would set me free So I'll trust and believe The choice is mine The choice is mine