Father Daughter Dance

Oh, I wish my heart wasn't broken from the start I never stood a fightin' chance In all my days, from my cradle to my grave I'll never have a father-daughter dance There was always drama I'm sorry I'm always so anxious And I'm just sorry I'm fucked up I really just don't know how to love, how to trust I tried, but when I talk about him, I should probably cry, but He's nothing, he's no one, a stranger Oh, I wish my heart wasn't broken from the start I never stood a fightin' chance In all my days, from my cradle to my grave I'll never have a father-daughter dance I'm never alone, but God, I'm so lonely Fuck up my phone, hopin' it'll help me with my anxiety, but it don't I don't even know if I wanna have kids I don't wanna fuck 'em up the way you did And sometimes I wonder, if I'd had a dad Would he have protected me from all the bad shit? The bad men? Would I even be the same person? Somebody to help with the flat tire Somebody to walk me down the aisle Somebody to help with the flat tire Somebody to walk me down the aisle The worst part of this is I'm not even sad How do I miss something I never had? Oh, I wish my heart wasn't broken from the start I never really stood a fightin' chance In all my days, from my cradle to my grave I'll never have a father-daughter dance And everyone has pain up to their eyes I'm sure that at the time you tried your best And all of this has made me who I am Without that father-daughter dance