In the End

Tell me why I feel so sick Every time something goes my way And why I break off friendships Just so I have something to say 'Cause I'm conscious of i-i-it I think I might even lo-o-ove it But can someone ask me If I'm still happy? 'Cause it feels like The more that I pull back I'm self-inflicting pain again Well, I just wanna know Will it be worth it? Will it be worth it? Worth all the loneliness? Worth all the weight on my chest? Will it be worth it? Or am I just selfish in the end? In the end I'm not masochistic I just like the way it feels (I shouldn't want what I want) (But I want what I want) I might cut up an onion If it'd help me shed a tear (I shouldn't want what I want) (But I'll get what I need) I'll throw a fi-i-it I lose my shi-i-it But can someone ask me If I'm still happy? 'Cause it feels like The more that I freak out I manifest my fears Is that weird? Well, I just wanna know Will it be worth it? Will it be worth it? Worth all the loneliness? Worth all the weight on my chest? Will it be worth it? Or am I just selfish in the end? In the end I know I get stupid crazy Thinking it'll satisfy me Know it's been a while, sorry Please don't leave me in the end (In the end, in the end, in the end) I know I get stupid crazy Thinking it'll satisfy me Know it's been a while, sorry Please don't leave me in the end (In the end, in the end, in the end) I know I get stupid crazy Thinking it'll satisfy me Know it's been a while, sorry Please don't leave me in the end (In the end, in the end, in the end) I know I get stupid crazy Thinking it'll satisfy me Know it's been a while, sorry Please don't leave me in the end (In the end, in the end, in the end) (Will it be worth it?) (Will it be worth it?) (Will it be worth it?) Oh (Will it be worth it?) Will it be worth it? Will it be worth it? In the end Will it be worth it? Will it be worth it? I know I get stupid crazy Thinking it'll satisfy me Know it's been a while, sorry Please don't leave me in the end (In the end, in the end, in the end) I know I get stupid crazy Thinking it'll satisfy me Know it's been a while, sorry Please don't leave me in the end (In the end, in the end, in the end) In the end Whoa-oh Whoa-oh Whoa-oh (In the end, in the end, in the end)