I'm Better

I've been turning the pages I've been practicing patience I finally learned what pain was in 2016 My mom got remarried I learned to love my new family My dad even turned 61 but he still believes in love Think I finally know the difference Between hiding, between living Between pain and reminiscing I learned to have forgiveness When I lost all of my best friends To some sick impure intentions I still wished them all the best I guess that everyone's a lesson And I could say my worst days are over But forever's a long time away And I could say my worst days are over Oh, but at least I made it to today And oh, I'm better, oh I'm better, oh Forever's a long time away I've been seeing new places Finding love in new faces I even met somebody who I don't feel scared to love My sister got into college She's even working a job Seems like everybody is growing up And finding out what they want And sometimes I feel guilty That the time goes by so quickly That my life got so damn busy Everything just feels so different And I could say my worst days are over Oh, but forever's a long time away And I could say my worst days are over Oh, but at least I made it to today And oh, I'm better, oh I'm better, oh Forever's a long time away And time moves so fast Sometimes it scares me now But you're with me forever I know you'll never leave me alone 'Cause right now, the love I have It ain't nothing like the past You're with me forever For, for worse or better And I could say my worst days are over But forever's a long time away And I could say my worst days are over Oh, but at least I made it to today And oh, I'm better, oh I'm better, oh Forever's a long time away