The Sun and the Cold

The path into your mind I know it must be there Though it seems it's barred for me And I'm going nowhere I've got one of my own I'll show you if you care If only I could bring myself To stop acting so scared Like two magnets Pushed together at the same pole We will never be whole Never be whole Never be whole Like the sunlight and the cold We will never be whole Will I ever be whole? I'd rather be alone Than put up with this charade I cannot break away from these Bad habits fear creates I've known people for years They would say they know me well If that's a lie or they Just don't know better I can't tell We will never be whole Will I ever be whole Truth be told We will never be whole Will I ever be whole We will never be whole Like the stars exploding in the cosmic fire Like the souls drowning in the deep I fear for my soul When I grow old I will never be whole Did I choose darkness Or did darkness choose me I will never be whole