Playing the Victim

This time I won't refuse, so abusive I'm right here motherfucker This time, I won't refuse, so abusive Pages never change, they are blurring And that's the reason I'm still hurting And that's the reason I still Throw my ashes to the hollow abyss I'm falling With the scars that are running down my neck All I want is to walk the earth alone I'm right here motherfucker I won't accept happiness until I'm down in the dirt I'm falling These drugs that will lead to a heart attack This time I won't refuse (This time I won't refuse) So cynical Running back for more So insecure Watch my kingdom fall Into pieces Watch my kingdom fall Into pieces Watch my kingdom fall I'm stood on the edge of my existence My inner system This time I won't refuse, so abusive Fuck playing the victim Fuck playing the victim Falling through your hands I'm always the one to blame Falling through your hands I'm always the one to blame I'm always the one to blame I'm someone who can't be saved I'm someone who can't be saved I'm someone who can't be saved I'm someone who can't be saved This time I won't refuse This time I won't refuse So cynical Running back for more So insecure Watch my kingdom fall Into pieces Watch my kingdom fall Into pieces Watch my kingdom fall So cynical So insecure Watch my kingdom fall Into pieces Watch my kingdom fall Into pieces Watch my kingdom fall