Alright for Now

I was back and forth

From armed to desperate,

Lost to fully aware.

How was your weekend?

You get your time alone?

It used to sound so peaceful,

Now it's panic-ridden.

How was your weekend?

I'm alright for now,

But I haven't been.

Got lots of shit behind me.

I'm alright for now.

I'll talk while I can,

But it hasn't been that easy.

It's simple talk at best.

Like "how's your weekend?"

When I went away

I made no decisions.

I couldn't trust them to me.

I was too weak then.

I'm alright for now,

But I haven't been.

Got lot's of shit behind me.

I'm alright for now.