A Weak Ago

Can't you tell that I'm anxious? Don't you know that I I didn't want this at all? Can't you see that it makes me sick When I act overconfident about nothing? I'm not feeling the way No, I'm not feeling the way that you want me to I'm just peeling away That big, thick skin you want me to put on display I'm the same as I I was a week ago But everyone's saying that I I'm not at, I'm not at all The same and it's become unusual And everyone says that I I got it, I got it all You should know that I'm thankful Even though I feel stuck Just remember I envy you Because you don't have to fake anybody at all I'm not feeling the way No, I'm not feeling the way they expect me to I'm not pulling away See, I'm just pulling the same shit on a different day I'm the same as I I was a week ago But everyone's saying that I I'm not at, I'm not at all The same and it's become unusual And everyone says that I I got it, I got it all It's the same as it It was a week ago But everyone's saying that it It's not at, It's not at all The same and it's so fucking difficult How nobody's there until You've got it, you've got it all I'm the same as I was a week ago But everyone's saying that I'm... oh, fuck I'm the same as I I was a week ago But everyone's saying that I I'm not at, I'm not at all The same and it's become unusual And everyone says that I I got it, I got it all It's the same as it It was a week ago But everyone's saying that it It's not at, It's not at all The same and it's so fucking difficult How nobody's there until You've got it, you've got it all