This is my crutch

This is my dream

This is the only thing that ever helps me sleep

This is my home

This is my head

This is my heart on drugs, the monster in my bed

This is my crutch!

This is my angst

This is my pain

This is a giant fabrication of what makes someone insane

This is a joke

And this is so sad

And I never knew that feeling-good could make you feel so bad

And this is a lie

I should have told you all before

Oh, I don't know what I'm saying, what I've said, and I can't say it anymore

I made a mess

I've been a dick

I've been on medication I can't pronounce, and I'm fucking sick of it

And this is my crutch!

This is my crutch!

(Oh) I feel so incomplete

I think that I've been beat

I never felt so weak

(Oh) Christ, give me something quick

My emotions make me sick

Is there something I can fix?

This is my crutch

This is my dream

This is the only time I feel like I've been beat

This is my pill

This is my end

This is the only thing I need, and I'm so lucky, oh, my friend

And this is my crutch!

And this is my crutch!

This is my crutch!