Disappear

I should have seen this from the start I should have always been on my own Now it's perfectly clear I never should have stayed here I should have just disappeared The time that we have spent apart Has made me realize I am torn Between the person I was Who I wanted to be And the one I mourn And now I sit here in the dark In a city that is not my own There's a roof over me And four walls to keep Me away from the cold The disappointment in myself More than you'll ever know and more than I show And it's perfectly clear I shouldn't be here I should just disappear I should have seen this from the start I should have always been on my own Now it's perfectly clear I should have never stayed here I should have just disappeared The time that we have spent apart Made me realize I am torn Between the person I was Who I came to be And the one I mourn Between the person I was Who I came to be And the one I mourn Who I was Who I came to be The one I mourn Take me and bury me Up to my neck and walk away I deserve what's coming to me Take me and bury me Up to my neck and walk away I deserve what's coming to me I just wanted to feel love To be loved, to be loved Yeah! I should have seen this from the start I should have always been on my own You've made it perfectly clear I shouldn't be here Now I'll just disappear