Deja Vu

Its the same damn thing every night Wake up in the morning like whats on your mind I say nothing everything its alright But its not alright no its not alright Its the same damn thing every night Wake up in the morning like whats on your mind I say nothing everything its alright But its not alright no its no alright I just feel like i have hit a place of complacency lately Got me thinking bout vacation without reservations With visions hazy Cuz my brain has had to much stimulation Maybe ill make it or maybe ill die afraid while im waiting I think if i push to hard i might be scared of your reaction I just want to make it so our life can be relaxing I know that my schedule and our home life can be taxing Supported me in everything without me even asking And thats something im not sure of how to pay you back Your saying chase my dreams but im afraid that youre just saying that I think we make a great team if we can stay in tact As long as you know im always exactly where i say im at Its the same damn thing every night Wake up in the morning like whats on your mind I say nothing everything its alright But its not alright no its not alright Its the same damn thing every night Wake up in the morning like whats on your mind I say nothing everything its alright But its not alright no its no alright I hold my own but gotta hold it together I hold my head above the water feel my nose getting wetter Im getting older and my heart been growing colder than ever My heads foggy and theres nobody controlling the weather Im never satisfied Im doing drugs to pass the time I think im happy but believe that evens thats a lie Sometimes i get the best of myself Ans only hope you start to know that ive been crying for help I dont really feel emotion going through the motions Im out of focus far from woke but know my mind is open And never know just what i want or where my life is going And get so stoned i go through moments that i never notice