I Felt Homesick

I bought a pack of Lucky Strikes On the way from your nursing home I didn't know much about the taste I just saw it in a TV show And I was coughing out my lungs When my mom called And the line was breaking up But I already knew the undertone Cause we spoke But you didn't say a word And when I left your stare was blank It just said it all So maybe I should stop by like I did on that night I felt homesick I threw a pack of Winston Lights On the way out of your funeral And my mom could smell it on me But it's never the right time to ask Cause I'm "just so angry all the time" And I said "I'm fine" but I could barely close my eyes I can't close my eyes You're still here I can't close my eyes I hoped for closure When we spoke But you didn't say a word And when I left your stare was blank It just said it all So maybe I should stop by like I did on that night I felt homesick