Is it possible to love pain and hate pain at the same time? To let your heart fill, explode and let a million things flow at one time?

Yeah, this one time I loved life but for once there was a life that above mine. My love life got struck twice. I love nights where I was all alone and I could bust one cry, one tear. One fear, to let loneliness take over. I forgive not one peer. How could a person love years where you don't at all? I choose lust over love bust not one tear down this curve of my cheek. It's like we're birds in the street.

I feel it's time for me to go. I think it's time I leave you alone. I feel it's time I'm on my own. I know this time I'll find my home.

All the friends I thought I had just pass by. Me, myself and I sleep over pain just to pass time. Looking for death, an old friend I can't find. But it looks like I'm stuck here withering away.

You got not a thing to say except not a thing has changed. It's kinda hard to find the words right now, to tell the world how bad things hurt right now. But that's just the way it goes. I'll find my own way home with a car looking like a gas chamber, from the backseat up. Switching lanes hoping to catch a buzz. Hoping to crash. Chest pains got me bending forward, my heart skips a beat and I think I found what I'm looking for

I feel it's time for me to go. I think it's time I leave you alone. I feel it's time I'm on my own. I know this time I'll find my home.

Been looking up at the sky for a long time. Is there more life? Is it beyond mine? I've been shaken up interstellar exodus mind the signs that we've woken up. Look at us.