Torn Existence

Murderous, bloodthirsty, obsessed with cruelty Lacking in compassion, my passion, misanthropy Alcohol, drug induced, self abuse, manslaughter Waking up as someone else, mental health regressing Arrive to consciousness completely naked Where have I been? What have I done? Cannot remember the last few days Subliminal visions hazed Chunks of death, mangled flesh Buried bones, How did I get home Loss of breath, matted mesh Shattered thoughts, can't distinguish some Staring off into the void the creeping paranoid What to do when the truth before you is destroyed A swinging ax, run in the woods A mental puzzle with missing pieces A frantic pace, anxiety Grotesque visions of hacked up bodies Chunks of death, mangled flesh Buried bones, How did I get home Loss of breath, matted mesh Shattered thoughts, can't distinguish some Staring off into the void the creeping paranoid What to do when the truth before you is destroyed Abhorrent visions, tormented dreams Straight jacket nightmare, your head splits at the seams Awake but yet asleep, a blackout memory Things you can't escape, a fractured reality Dried blood on your face, unconscious misery There's a severed head in the freezer, last night's mystery Voices the whisper into the night Telling you to go get the Knife and kill this fucking family Outside their window you shall stand Running the blade across your hand! Cut Sirens in the distance, you're already dead Multiple stab wounds, dagger in the head Blood squirts from your mouth, your loved ones start to scream As I become aroused, this is everything I dreamed As emotions turn to stone, whilst I defile your home I've entered without permission, memorized your every disposition Stalking you as feeble prey, the hunt is over on this very day The kill is the ultimate prize, so is the fear in your cold dead eyes Hung upon the mantle, execute them all one by one First I kill the father, then the mother. Ax the daughter, stab the son Chunks of death, mangled flesh Buried bones, How did I get home Loss of breath, matted mesh Shattered thoughts, can't distinguish some Staring off into the void the creeping paranoid What to do when the truth before you is destroyed Staring off into the world, seeing the decrepit paranoid, thoughts of ending Never can understand minds of man, needs to be destroyed, nothing left of you Countless bodies I've dismembered Faceless victims, can't remember you Violent blackout, blood red temper Countless bodies, can't remember Violent blackout, blood red temper