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Freak Show

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Hip-Hop/Rap

Freak Show was released on November 15, 2019 by Marathon Records as a part of the album Freak Show

Song Details

AlbumFreak Show

Release DateNovember 15, 2019

LabelMarathon Records

LanguageEnglish

Melodicness

Acousticness

Valence

Danceability

Energy

BPM

OVERVIEW

LYRICS

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS

Gavin Trace Simon

Gavin Trace Simon

Songwriter

Kaleb Mathias Benoit

Kaleb Mathias Benoit

Songwriter

Lyrics

[Verse 1]

I got crazy thoughts that stay on my mind

I promise I'm fine

I'm doing alright

And I'm back again

[Verse 2]

Have you ever been so gone?

Have you ever felt so strong?

So wrong, like you belong, ha

Thinking I belong too

And I've been thinking for a while what I might do

Break through, know I have to

I didn't want to have to do it, but you slither as I passed you

Can't keep a pet snake

One day, it'll get outta its cage and run away like the last few

This was never started for the money or the fame

Or the chants for my name, it was just an escape

Where I could write out all the sinister thoughts up in my head

Incorporate it into songs to try to keep myself safe

But nobody wanna see the bigger picture

All they focused on is how I'm having money coming quicker

Every day the population drifts away from the scriptures

Here's the kicker, I don't think the world will ever see fixture

It's rare to see a person take a risk in their life

And work for what they want instead of working 9 to 5

Because it's harder and they fear how will they ever survive

Without a check from someone else's bank to keep them alive

And if you're happy, that's fine

Go and check your schedule, another person assigned

But for me I see it bigger and I've made up my mind

So stop saying I can't, this decision is mine

[Verse 3]

Tell me why do I still feel so alone?

Don't tell me I'm wrong

Been gone for too long

But I'm back again

Yeah, I got crazy thoughts that stay on my mind

I promise I'm fine

I'm doing alright

And I'm back again

[Verse 4]

Ay, let me put you in my shoes

Do you feel on edge with my views?

I guess I understand what you mean

When you say that it feels weird under my roof

Sometimes I've got a short fuse

I apologize if I snap and I say something that I don't mean

Bear with me please, I'm a little bit lost and real confused

But I guess I can't lie, yeah, I stay consumed

With all the projects and the work that I get stuck in my room

And I'm just searching for the rise so I can come up and boom

Somehow now it's me that they looking up to

What do y'all expect me to do?

I'm only 21, you really think I thought this through?

The old me thought that I would've been dead by now

Okay, if he only knew

Yeah, ay, I can not go backwards in my life

If I could do it all again, then I would do it twice

'Cause I refuse to let regret go consume my mind

Ay, do whatever that you want but please don't waste my time

'Cause at the end of the day, yeah, this is only a rhyme

And I am only a guy who is just like you

Sitting here in his room, just trying to write, ay

Yeah, yeah, focused on pleasing the people who raised me

Yeah, if you do not know me, then please do not play with me

Yeah, I'm a ticking time bomb, liable to pop off

Push me to the edge, do whatever that you want

But, please, God, can you please stop telling me that I'm wrong? Ay

[Verse 5]

Tell me why do I still feel so alone?

Don't tell me I'm wrong

Been gone for way too long

But I'm back again

Yeah, I got crazy thoughts that stay on my mind

I promise I'm fine

I'm doing alright

And I'm back again

[Verse 6]

(And I got crazy thoughts)

And I'm back again

(I said I'm doing alright)

And I'm back again

Written by: Gavin Trace Simon, Kaleb Mathias Benoit

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