L's

I'm way to drunk and u know me When I get this way I need someone to hold me I shouldn't ever be complaining that I'm lonely Cuz at the end of the day the blame is on me Always Don't call me But don't leave me Can u see me I'm sorry I know it isn't easy Dealing with me No one really gets me I stay tipsy I know it isn't healthy But it helps me, there's nothing u can tell me When it hits me I let it take over Cuz I don't wanna spend a whole day sober I just hate having feels outta nowhere I don't wanna deal with it it's no fair But when the smoke clears I'm still here All alone n I'm laughin through my tears And I know that I wasted lots of good years Like a stone i keep rolling hittin new gears I have grown but not enough to fit in I suppose, That I wasn't meant for winnin No W Not For me I take another L Thas how it be Ls all day no Ws for me Ls all day no ws Im too fucked up and I need you When I get this way i know I'm fuckin see thru You say you love me but I really don't believe you Cuz protecting eachother is something we do As humans If we care But when we find out the truth man it isn't fair Feeling ruined And broken You didn't mean to but u tore my heart open I stay smokin, it's a distraction Cuz I don't know when I'm gettin any action When it hits me I let it take over Cuz I dont wanna spend another second sober But when the smoke clears I'm still here All alone n I'm laughin through my tears All I know is that I wasted lots of good years Like a stone i keep rolling hittin new gears I have grown but not enough to fit in I suppose, That I wasn't meant for winnin No W Not For me I take another L Thas how it be Ls all day no Ws for me Ls all day no Ws for me Ls all day no ws Ls all day no ws