What Is It

7 am and I can't breathe Another day breaking without me Telling, telling, telling myself, this should stop Begging, begging, begging myself to get up But something keeps holding me back where I am Lack of motivation kicks in once again So I just roll over, and I just roll, I just roll over again And then I fall asleep, and dream about a boy Whose life is nice and neat But it ain't enough for him, he wants more toys Guess what? that boy is me Is it that, is it this What is it, that I miss Hell I don't know, what it is I haven't figured out yet, what I miss Why am I so damn hard to satisfy? If I haven't got a thing to complain about I don't know Is it that, is it this What is it, that I miss 10 am and I'm still here Seems I can't overcome my fear Telling, telling, telling myself to get help Begging, begging, begging it to solve itself But something keeps holding me right where I am And lack of conviction kicks in once again So I just roll over, and I just roll, I just roll over again And then I fall asleep and dream about a guy Whose life is nice and neat But it ain't enough for him, suppressed desire Guess what? that guy is me Is it that, is it this What is it, that I miss Hell I don't know, what it is I haven't figured out yet, what I miss Why am I so damn hard to satisfy? If I haven't got a thing to complain about I don't know Is it that, is it this Is it that, is it this, what is it, I don't know no, no, no, no Is it that, is it this, what is it, I don't know no, nooo Is it that, is it this, what is it, I don't know no, no, no no Is it that, is it this, what is it, I don't know no, no, nooo Is it that, is it this What is it, that I miss Hell I don't know, what it is I haven't figured out yet, what I miss Why am I so damn hard to satisfy? If I haven't got a thing to complain about I don't know Is it that, is it this What is it, that I miss?