Jaded

Intoxicated Self-medicated Impulsive decisions I'm lacking in patience Don't know why I feel, I'm feeling jaded Jaded Intoxicated Self-medicated Impulsive decisions I'm lacking in patience Don't know what to feel, I'm feeling jaded Where can I lay my head? Thoughts they come and go, things better left unsaid Said some things to regret, damn Lens getting out of focus Solo, keep under the surface Gone off the deep end Trying to be the best version Same old mistakes with new persons Guess that's my demise, no surprise It's time for curtains That pill is too hard to swallow But shit if it's working, keep it in motion At least I know one things for certain Rolling rolling rolling rolling my days away To tell the truth, do I dare to play it safe So what if I came to play Northern lights, dark shade On my lonely on a day to day Is it night and is it day They starting to look the same But nothing was the same Nothing really is the same