Sinking

Uneasy Paranoid Sleepy No one woulda thought Cause I play it easy Peezy But when I'm back-collapse Home alone, I feel freaky No matter what I do I know nothing will ever please me Appease me All around demand For the best man I'm like I can do I'm a yes man Knowing full well Imma over-stressed mess man Hand blessed As I de-stress in excess(man) Here's the thing about it all I deflect then I can ball Imma wreck but I stand tall Blame it on the alcohol But it's hard to tell With my back against the wall I keep fighting imma brawl Teeter totter baby fall Give me something to believe in To Believe in Gotta kill this sinking feeling Sinking feeling Picture perfect pose Smile for the camera, please I'm showing up and showing out Like cheese It's all an act To a certain degree I play it light as a breeze It's my ABC Been drinking too much Overthinking too much Always smoking too much I be joking too much And I, I don't know if I'm couping or what I'm just hoping for what What I think Stop the feeling Stop the sink Got me kneeing To the brink Only dealing when I drink See the pattern But no link There it is! Then I blink Shadowbox in the rink Bet it's time to see the shrink Give me something to believe in To Believe in Gotta kill this sinking feeling Sinking feeling Give me something to believe in To Believe in Gotta kill this sinking feeling Sinking feeling Hey Mom, No i'm fine, I just need to come home for a little bit I just need to clear my head See you at home