Extra Pain

My friends they just don't get it Extra pain, my extra pain If you leave the door open Then I'll run away, run away I wish that I could drown it In propane, fire and flame I wrote it down a hundred Different ways I've given it a thousand Different names Extra pain, I call it Extra pain Went to the coffeeshop But all I felt was strange The way you looked at me It made me feel deranged Extra pain, can't hide it Extra pain It takes all I've got to face An ordinary day Not much I wouldn't give To just feel okay Extra pain, I got it Extra pain I tried my best to drink it All away, all away It only takes one minute For simple things, to complicate There's a fever in my soul That I just can't shake Even with all the pills I take I wrote it down a hundred Different ways I've given it a thousand Different names Extra pain, I call it Extra pain Sometimes my mother's ghost Still speaks to me Last night I heard her singing Quietly Extra pain, I heard it Extra pain I held her hand and watched Her spirit go What the hell it means I don't even know Extra pain, means nothing Extra pain Extra pain, means nothing Extra pain Extra pain, means nothing Extra pain