Met You

It's like this is all a game And I haven't been told what the rules are Or even worse, if I had I am I'll-equipped to follow them All I can do is provoke I have become spiteful I am just as bad as they are They? I'm, I'm worse I fucking hate myself for it I am, I am so fucking lonely I'm so alone, never thought you would make my heart be broke I gotta let go, all of the pain will eat me if I don't I cannot cope, been feeling so low since you have hit the road Turned to a person I no longer know Memories of us are what still gives me hope I am still haunted by all of these ghosts I don't feel wanted I been on my own Nobody's calling me up on my phone And I need you to talk but I just get the tone, yeah Wish we ain't met Sometimes I feel like I'm better of dead What hurts the most is you were my best friend Now you're the one that my heart regrets I wish I never met you But I still want to hold you Getting over you is just something I can't do I want to feel brand new It's just something I can't do Sorry that I'm not enough What's the point if we don't got trust No one listens I'm feeling stuck Can't move on from the thought of us, ah Hate how we ain't have a choice Moved 'cross the map and you couldn't join Going numb made my heart void Our love has now been destroyed Feeling certain no one is perfect Hide my smile behind a curtain Wish you're mine but don't got the courage Can't leave the thoughts that say I'm worthless but Alone doing shots I know we fight and it happens a lot Lately been acting like someone I'm not Don't know what happy is, think I forgot, yeah I wish I never met you But I still want to hold you Getting over you is just something I can't do I want to feel brand new It's just something I can't do