Full Time Job

This music treat it like a full time job At the same time got a full time job Lately I been taking way too many trips inside my mind Thinking I'm the best and the worst at the same time This music treat it like a full time job At the same time got a full time job Lately I been taking way too many trips inside my mind Thinking I'm the best and the worst at the same time I know it don't make sense but that don't stop me from thinking it One moment I'm certain and the next moment I'm tinkering One moment I'm sober and the next moment I drink again One moment I think I'm over it but then it's lingering Wish I could have some peace with it, referring to my life of course But apparently I'm blinded, referring to my sight of course I feel like I'm losing it, except for when I fight of course I feel like I got it all wrong, except for when I'm right of course I'm not indecisive I just question my decisions Like I'm the only person sabotaging my ambitions I gotta do it all, I can't find the right position Might be my major flaw, but it simply doesn't exist Consequently acting ignant, as a politician Taking money from a business when they ain't been in it The only difference is I'm all too aware Part of me envies psychopaths, cuz it's awful to care And I remember, how it used to be The time was simpler, but I wasn't free Back when everyone was similar, they told us how to think But I would not surrender, it wasn't for me This music treat it like a full time job At the same time got a full time job Lately I been taking way too many trips inside my mind Thinking I'm the best and the worst at the same time This music treat it like a full time job At the same time got a full time job Lately I been taking way too many trips inside my mind Thinking I'm the best and the worst at the same time My value is absolute to any group that I join I'm the one to choose what and who to employ Everything I've spoken's coming true, what a joy All calculated moves, how come you flip a coin I went from living frugally to having jewelry It's people acting ruthlessly the same ones live affluently That's why I always battle with myself, like there's two of me Cuz truthfully if money talks I speak the language fluently Sometimes I wanna stunt, other times I wanna serve Sometimes I see you front, using someone else's words I've always been blunt, I swear I've always had some nerve So I won't tell you what I want, I'll tell you what I deserve I put in the work, no one else's ethic close to mine I'd have more drive than you if you had a car and I totaled mine It's no denying I'm dope and I am on overdrive It's a full time job and I'm working overtime This music treat it like a full time job At the same time got a full time job Lately I been taking way too many trips inside my mind Thinking I'm the best and the worst at the same time This music treat it like a full time job At the same time got a full time job Lately I been taking way too many trips inside my mind Thinking I'm the best and the worst at the same time And I remember, how it used to be The time was simpler, but I wasn't free Back when everyone was similar, they told us how to think But I would not surrender, it wasn't for me