Ruining My Brain

Ruining my, ruining my brain again (cha, cha) Ruining my, ruining my brain again, aaain, aaain Ruining my, ruining my brain again Ruining my, ruining my brain again, aaain, aaain Every time when my sun begins to die On a thin line, with a short sign See it coming but my will is too weak and I I'm not ready, I'm not ready Every time when my sun begins to die I can't handle, I can't battle See it coming but my will is too weak and I I'm not ready, I'm not ready Ruining my, ruining my brain again (cha, cha) Ruining my, ruining my brain again, aaain, aaain Every time when my thoughts begin to lie I can't handle, I can't battle Hear them knocking on my door and it is too late Never called them, I never called them Every time when my thoughts begin to lie I can't handle, I can't battle Hear them knocking on my door and it is too late Never called them, n-never called them Ruining my, ruining my brain again (cha, cha) They're ruining my, they're ruining my brain again, aaain, aaain They're ruining my, they're ruining my brain again They're ruining my, they're ruining my brain again If I'd ever start to loose them I would love my life to death And I don't think that they are reckless I accept them as my friends They told me to lie, told me to steal Told me to smile, told me to laugh Told me to sin, told me to bow Told me to like, told me to fear Told me to shake, told me to hate Told me to bear, told me to jump Told me to break, told me to creep Told me to eat, told me to ache Told me to bump, told me to fake Told me to loose, told me to shrink Told me to stare, told me to gorge Told me to sleep, told me to bare Told me to nod Told me, told me, told me, told me, told me, told me, told me... Ruining my, ruining my brain again Ruining my, ruining my brain again, aaain, aaain