Run

I'm walking through the dark as though it's day I've got memories trapped in photographs In places I swear I've never been A blurry view as the world just passed me by And I concentrate on nothing else Those here don't see my sunken eyes I'm not awake But I don't feel as though I've slept If I could change tomorrow With these thoughts that steal my time If I could speak to my old self I'd say Run for your life Now I came here to Drink away the sorrow Then I'm gone With scars that no one sees Lines on my face Disguised by age or letting go Of the things I'd love to get a hold of A bitter taste of what's going to be And if I think about it long enough I'm sure I'll dodge inevitability I'm not awake But I don't feel as though I've slept If I could change tomorrow With these thoughts that steal my time Instead I lay awake at night and I Lace my blood with wine I'm never gonna be where we wanna be If I can't shake this and survive If I could speak to my old self I'd say Run for your life Can we turn this over See what the flipside holds Keep this close or Let go You're telling me to Let go I'm trying to Let go So I'm begging you to Let go And fall with me Will I still lay awake at night? Take control of what I foresee? I live and learn but can't move on Forever torn apart by the here or Now that I learned to block it out Or bottle up or glaze over my eyes An inner buildup I learn to repress 'til it's all numb Or 'til I lose my mind A snag in my plan seems to be That as I age I'm losing who I used to be I can't blame the passing of time It's my fault I take responsibility Now I'm walking through the dark And I start to see That I made mistakes and let 'em go Now it's time to live this day ahead of me I'm trying to listen so please Say it again I really feel that if we Say it again I'm sure we'll make it if we Say it again You wanna take it You just say it again So tell me what I've been I'll rebuild what I've broken If I could change tomorrow With these thoughts that steal my time Instead I lay awake at night and I Lace my blood with wine Never gonna be where we wanna be If I can't shake this and survive If I could speak to my old self I'd say Run for your life