Deep In Life

I gotta take this medication faithfully I gotta suppress myself from all these Realities From this internal disease Lord please take this pain away I only wanna feel normal for just One day Like how it use to be when the world Wasnt so cold and I didnt feel all so Alone I can't relate to all these fakes To all these snakes All around my plate Can't even enjoy this lobster or this Steak I'm so sick and tired of waking up so Early just to be late Trying to Kill myself just to be on Time for someone elses dime When all they see in you is a number They will never give a fuck if you Will ever recover When your head and your heart Have grown so far apart yeah An all you can do is keep living in The dark yeah I remember once upon a time When love felt so very real but now The world has shown me so different I don't need it I dont miss it I dont Need it I dont miss it All these lost souls in a world so Cold Only looking for attention Tryin' validate themselves on whats Really been missing No expectations no situations That would lead to trails and Tribulations It's better to just be alone All in my zone stress free The only person that can disappoint Me Is me