Pep Talk

Another bathroom mirror staredown pep talk Whisper and repeat these words, "I love myself, I love myself, I love myself (Let's see if this works)" It's an instant, then it's history And it's ruined when it hits me I'm the only one silent in a room full of screaming people No one knows you're freaking out Find a quiet place to lay down and Breathe in, breathe out It's just a test of mental strength Shut your eyes and watch your worst mistakes Like instant replay I feel so alive and terrified One day I won't remember Maybe one day I'll learn to accept that nothing lasts forever First I'm happy then I'm sad 'Cause I'll never get that moment back The only one screaming in a room full of silent people No one knows you're freaking out Find a quiet place to lay down and Breathe in, breathe out It's just a test of mental strength Now that everyone is listening I don't know what to say Why? I'm having the time of my life Why am I always reminding myself that Tomorrow it'll be gone? Why? I'm having the time of my life And I feel so alone like it's already over So vulnerable, I just want to go home I just want to go home No one knows you're freaking out Find a quiet place to lay down and Breathe in, breathe out It's just a test of mental strength Now that everyone is listening I don't know what to say