Snow Angel

I think I killed my plant From overwatering it Things don't grow the same In the winter time I slipped on the stairs Winding myself of air I can't do anything But lie here for a moment I am a snow angel Makes the bitterness Feel romantic This year there isn't someone To keep me warm I'm back with cuddling Bunny Rose I came home early From the show tonight I was feeling low Cause I went out alone again The band stayed at my house Age of seventeen I remember when This was done for me I am a snow angel Makes the bitterness Feel romantic This year there isn't someone To keep me warm I'm back with cuddling Bunny Rose Snow angel, snow angel, snow angel, snow angel Snow angel, snow angel, snow angel, snow angel Snow angel, snow angel, snow angel, snow angel Snow angel, snow angel, snow angel, snow angel Snow angel, snow angel, snow angel, snow angel Snow angel Focusing on a flower The clouds overhead The lips of my lover Mother nature and her offerings Ah, ah, ah, ah Reminders that life is beautiful still Amongst all the madness, the chaos The need to march in the streets Fake news and indoctrination Closed borders and deportation I've been deeply sad A sadness deeper than after rejection Am I only just realizing the injustice that exists Cloaked in white privilege since the day I was born Blinders on Blinders on It's the feeling where I wonder if everything is gonna be ok And when I say everything I am not talking about my little everything My little life I mean the planet I mean the oceans People fighting for their right to a safe life The polar bears floating away on a brick of ice What have we done to them? The only way I can ease the all consuming Rising feeling of we've reached no return Is to grab that pillow and give a good long scream Sit with the release Maybe go for a run Come home, turn on the tv Go numb for a bit Forget the suffering that I cause that I cause that I, I, I, I, I I recycle I compost I buy second hand God I'm disgusting Like that's enough of a plan Staring at my iphone Green smoothie recipe How to start your day right Slipped right through my hands Clean up the glass on the ground Push the little sharp bits around Whole world's going to s This white girl contributes to it I want to stop trying to hide it I want to stop trying to hide it I want to stop trying to hide it I wanna stop trying Will the lion be around when my child is born Should I even have a child at all? This world is full up I want to be a mother But I shouldn't bring in another I want to be a Mother But I shouldn't bring in another What is it to mother? We all need a Mother Killing Mother Earth Stab her and watch her Stab her and watch her Bleed Stab her and watch her Stab her and watch her Bleed Gather around, gather around To watch her, watch her Bleed Stab her and watch her Stab her and watch her And watch her Bleed For you and me For our cute little outfits Straight off the runway Sparkles, high socks, vintage Nirvana tee Brown paper bag Heard they were going green 20 bucks at H&M, baby Can I get off of this ride? I'm feeling dizzy It's moving way too fast And I wanna come down Can I get off of this ride? I'm feeling dizzy It's moving way too fast And I wanna come down Come down, come down I wanna come down Can I get off of this ride? I'm feeling dizzy It's moving way too fast And I wanna come down Come down, come down I wanna come down Can I get off of this ride? I'm feeling dizzy